Not keeping your word

I have been telling myself that I will write whenever I have a chance but I don't. Believe me its not that I don't have time to do so I am just scared, yes, I said it I AM SCARED of writing about myself, or my feelings... A couple of months ago I went to consult with a doctor and I decided to see a homeopath. It was an interesting consultation with a lot of tears and for the first time in my life I looked back and shared with him what I never shared with anybody.

He mentioned that one of the things to recovery is to write about your feelings he said JUST WRITE. My director went to a conference in Thailand and brought a very nice journal for me to WRITE but I don't write at all. I AM SCARED to pour it all out what if I hurt someone's feelings by doing that not that I will be writing about people but what if it ends up in wrong hands and they don't understand what i was writing about???

A big question hey! I use to love reading that have also changed I no longer read like before - I lost interest. Slowly am starting to visit magazine isle in shops and buy one copy instead of six different copies I used to buy. I am glad that I am slowly going back... Its an achievement for me and I am proud of myself.